ARE YOU F&*^NG SURE?


Sometimes people don't think as much as they can before doing a big mistake in their lives. Some people think they are alone, no one care about them or they are worst human being alive. Many people are so negative and don't even understand the importance of their lives. They are hopeless once they make mistakes. They think they can't stand up anymore. The worst is they need to end their lives.

Maybe each of us are living in a different ways. Some are rich, some are poor or  rich but alone, poor but happy together with their love ones. Some are working with their dreams today but some are still hoping. Some are lucky to have a strong personality and some are too weak to face the reality. There are so many difference in life like where you at today, where you work or where you spend your whole day. Some people believe in God or Universe. For all of those big differences in life you see the that the world in so unfair to you. You ask anyone or even yourself why God or the Universe is so unfair and wants you to leave in the hardest ways. Sometimes you are imagining of being that person you want to be. But it's never happening. There are times that you want to give up on everything you have and choose to be the loneliest person. You better choose to lay down and never stand up. You can't see the light outside your window and you can't hear the sound of nature. You choose to stop every possible ways to change your life because you are quite depress to decide for a better change.


People know you when are depress and scared because you can't show them your face right now. You are laying on your bed googling how to make your life worsen. You are full of hatred because you think no one cares about you.  You are being paranoid because you think people are judging you. You are afraid to see the light because you are immune to a dark place for a long time. You are weak physically because you don't want to eat or even walk. You are waiting for your bed to eat you and brings you to death. You are not ready to find your strength because you are enjoying your stupid drama. You don't want to join everyone because being alone makes you feel better.

Ask yourself today. What are you going to do in your life after realising all the mistakes you've done yesterday? How are you going to get rid all the pain in the easiest way? Are you still laying on your bed and sleep all day? What do you think is better being alone or being with someone who will understand and love you unconditionally? Are you sure you want to stay depress and feel that no one cares about you?

It's your decision not your friend, relatives nor your pets. Don't be naive on everything that is happening to you. It's time to know yourself better and take care of yourself. Because if you love, respect and care for yourself it will be easy to give it back to others. Try to smile at least once after you wake up. Learn how to share your feeling and talk to someone you love so you will never ever feel alone and sad.